Ridiculous...

So I'm on the second book, New Moon, and it's not going quite how I want it to. I haven't gotten very far because life has been crazy. I have been sick the last two weeks and if any of you know Tom, he loves to be doing stuff all the time. He is exhausted from work when he gets home and will go crazy if we don't have something planned (even if it's laundry and American Idol) so it made it a little challenging when all I wanted to do all day was sleep. We have piles of laundry, dishes, and chewed up dog toys all over the house. So last night, after American Idol, we went to bed. I decided it was time to start reading the second book, I'm to the point where Edward told Bella that he was leaving...for good and would never bother her again...I (embarrassed to admit) shed a couple tears because I loved their dangerous romance! So now she is hanging out with Jacob which is boring to me. How you go from Mr. Amazing Vampire to the younger and puppy-like Indian guy is just crazy. So I read ahead a little and saw some interesting stuff that will keep me going. To make things even better...if any of you know me...I have a WILD & quite vivid imagination. So, I'm the only one awake when I put the book down, there is something weird on TV, so I turn that off, turn off the lights and my mind starts wandering. I ended up having a sleepless night due to the fact that I was dreaming that my life was a book, I would read a paragraph and while I was reading, these things were happening to me. Of course everything I just read about was in my dream, Oprah who was on TV during the previous show, work, Tom, lots of forest and werewolves. I kept waking up in a panic, completely drenched. So now I'm at work, missing an all day training because I have tons to do, going on no sleep, blogging because I don't want to do all the work that is ahead of me, still thinking about Bella. Ridiculous!!!!