It's a problem

I've started a couple other books and I just can't get into them like I did with the Twilight series. I had all my books loaned out to different people, so there was never the temptation to open them again. Well, Tom's mom had Twilight and when we went up last weekend I took New Moon and she gave the other back to me. The book has been sitting out waiting for me to put it on the bookshelf, but I haven't been able to. It's making me crazy...I'm actually having conversations with myself...

Marissa 1: "If I get ready early enough I can just skim over a couple chapters"
Marissa 2: "No, I just finished the books, there is no reason to read it again."
Marissa 1: "What if I missed something, or even worse, what if I forget something that happened?"
Marissa 2: "Ok, I'm not going to forget anything from the book, I need to put it away."
Marissa 1: "If I read them again before August, then I can make sure not to forget anything"

By this time it's 7:50 which means its time to go to work. So I basically spend all my time in the morning arguing with myself whether I should read the damn series again or not. It's so dumb, seriously, a doctor would definitely put me in a hospital.

Is anyone else really this obsessed? I love the fairy tale side of the story, and I think somewhere in my head I believe these characters are real people. I've gotten past the phase of trying to find vampires in my daily life, but I haven't been able to let it go. I'm hoping book #4 will be closure for me so I can move on with my life.